My wishing bday list =)

Friends, Kept you all waiting for me to blog. Its been years right.. Sorry,busy! hehe cheeky smile. Time passes so fast.. sigh,i've been working till so tired and sianz.. feel like studying.. i m deciding and planning.. please support me. =) So..ya come quick to impt issue better,wishlist! this year i want.. My Melody birthday card,wrapping paper or box or even paper bag. (hand draw is fine too) =) 1.Digital camera (any brand-cheap oso ok)--bright colours or silver or black or yellow*dull is ok 2.i pod nano or i pod shuffle-- black or silver or orange or blue or yellow 3. My melody medium luaguage oso ok. 4.luagguage + bag in illuma shop( ling shud noe) --rabbit or pooh design 5.A small electric tv. 6.colourful things *can be earrings etc 7. Yellow bright colours items. 8.LV/Burberry/coach hp pouch 9.something that lights up or have beautiful lights. 10. vouchers or cash money haha! All above are in ranking state =P Sad moments.. I wish my dad is still around,i miss him. Feel so depressed but cant show out. Wish to have a gd working life but FANCL sucks. I been transferred to OG Somerset le,sianz right..make my plan vanished..told my guy and my guy said is comman de must adapt. HAIX HAIX HAIX!!! i know.. but hope to hear more happy words. Disappointed. I believe my friends will know how i feel.. i m a new staff yet been transfer here transfer there does they think of my shoes? i have to adapt to so many environment mehz.. talking about it makes me boil.dun feel like quitting but they like force me to do so leh.. Damn Sianz ah! Why cant i have just a normal simple life? i dun wish to be so rich but happy and enough money will do.. lose a dad is so painful.. ouch. dad can u please come back? wish to study.. so friends, any recommendations website of private schools that offers early childhood course or psycology or even banking or business admin oso can.. but i only have 2 credits in o level.. so u all noe any course that no need o level to proof or just like tat can study..sigh.. so many consequences. so regretful for not studying so hard.. =( i shall cry to sleep le,good nites.