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i m veri veri sad. dunno y. haix. my life is in a mess! scared choose wrong road. haix. haix. really dunno wat to blog. jus pour out all my thoughts here. i can dun care my love life.. just let me have a simple life can?! want a simple job that i like and can work very long.. earn lots lots money to support my family.. everytime see my dad work until tired den carried bag until so heavy.. i veri veri heart pain! den can dun let pple dislike.. i veri scared de.. i jus want to make pple feel comfatable when being with me.. hope so! =) i dun wan to be a bad person too.. sometimes my way of expressing may be wrong.. but i can swear i nv lie to my fren de! i like to share my things with frenx or family or those i can tok to.. den if can study let me study pls!! den can shop for some tings i like.. i dun need lots of expensive stuffs but just some plain barang barang tings i like den i can buy without saying no money! haixx.. but.. all those was jus my tots.. my life is sad. =(